The Bad Outweighs the Good

Saying goodbye to the right,
Like my dad did when I was younger and he said goodbye to his wife,
Who happened to be my mom,
no shoulder to cry on,
So I remained strong,
Continued to press on
through all the bullshit,
through all the sadness,
through all the blueness
No
I was never glad.
Tried the pulpit,
though all the words hit
Every night, same shit
Yes
I was always mad.
Was never really sure who the anger was for ,
So I placed it inward
No
I was never rad.
Not the coolest kid in school,
Even though I was social
Popularity's for fools
cuz its something I never grasped.
Even graduation felt like probation,
Real adoration
Yes
It all seemed like a fad
My life, just wasted time
Whose plan, it wasn't mine
Hoping one day to arise
When the good outweighs the bad